My name is Natalie and I was born a 4/1 Splenic Projector, Sagittarius Sun, Libra Moon, Cancer Rising, Life Path Number 33, and Blue Rhythmic Night in the Tzolkin Mayan Grid. My journey into the deeper depths of my soul started in 2021. My partner, Stew and I were having trouble with communication-we had plenty of love for each other and a difficult journey to find each other in this lifetime, but we couldn’t communicate well and it was leading to possibly breaking up. A mutual friend introduced him to Human Design (HD), and when he came home to tell me about it, I rolled my eyes, thinking it was dumb and just another “woo woo” thing. Our mutual friend tried to introduce me to Gene Keys, and I bought the book, tried to read it, and none of it made sense to me, which made me angry. Human Design kept creeping into my thoughts over the next several weeks and without telling Stew, I started doing a deep dive into it. I learned I’m a Projector with a 4/1 profile. Projectors are guides in the HD system and we are gifted at seeing deeply into the other person (with invitation!), and seeing where systems are no longer working. As a Projector with a one line in my profile, I ate HD up. Total deep dive. Couldn’t get enough. Tucked my tail and finally told Stew about this fascinating world of HD, and thanked him as a Manifestor for initiating this part of my journey. I am also convinced that HD saved our relationship as we were able to learn about our aura types, how we best communicate with each other, understanding how the transits affect our HD gates which allowed us to have grace for each other. HD is a great de-conditioning mechanism if you are the type of person who needs a scientific and visual tool.

This led to a further exploration of my Earth mission as a Starseed. I couldn’t get enough of Dolores Cannon’s material, which led me to find Sarah Breskman Cosme and I had a QHHT read that changed my life. I created my own business after I became a certified Quantum Hypnosis practitioner, and really enjoy this healing modality with clients (and for myself!). I found that people with childhood traumas had difficulty surrendering to the process of going under hypnosis, and I felt called to further my training to help more people.

This led me to Debbie Solaris’s Akashic Record Reading Course. I learned so much about galactic history, and through learning the method to connect to the Akashic Field, my channeling became a thing. A really big thing. I learned how to do many different types of healing modalities from my other lifetimes and with my healing guides. I started going on amazing retreats, meeting amazing people, connecting to Earth, doing grid work, releasing childhood traumas - I was doing so much healing! It felt goooood to know about my soul’s lineage and all of the beings I am in the quantum field, star lineages I am a part of……but I started feeling a lot of pressure about “doing” my mission as a Starseed, and without conscious realization it was causing me to think about the future too much. I kept feeling the weight of my mission-feeling like my nervous system was fried, burned out, still having aches/pains in my body. And….. feeling a little betrayed after all of the healing I had done-shouldn’t I feel better being this “enlightened”??? So I went back to the beginning……my HD/GK roots and did another deep dive into my chart, specifically my Incarnation Cross gates.

I’m really good at being in my head (ajna) - My Personality Sun Gate is 11.4 (Gate of Ideas) and my Earth Gate is 12.4 (Gate of Caution-or my Metaphysical Judge Judy Gate as Stew says for me specifically haha). In the HD system, there is no decision-making (Authority) that comes from the head/mind, which is unfortunate because most of my life I have been an expert in making decisions from my head/mind. So, in my journey to “get more into the body” and see what that felt like, I looked to the other side of my Incarnation Cross. My Design Sun Gate is 46.1 - The Determination of the Self and my Design Earth Gate is 25.1 - The Spirit of the Self. It’s still a work in progress, but to me, Gate 46 is about loving being in the human body, having experiences in the physical body, and integrating this with the galactic knowledge of how the star beings have helped create and shape humans/DNA. To understand what our physical vessels are really capable of and what gifts we can choose to activate and exhibit the frequency of in this incarnation. Gate 25 is in my Earth sign and how I ground myself into my Sun gate, and The Spirit of the Self is very much connected to Universal Love……… Love is the only true emotion in all that is, and is at the very core of our beings. As I have been contemplating these gates for myself and also doing sessions with clients - the consistent messages are to love our human vessel (or meat sacks as my sister says haha), do the shadow work, clear the baggage and stories holding us back….and just be. Be in the present moment, create, play, have fun!

When your vessel is clearing out baggage, open to receiving, following your body’s wisdom (in HD we call this Strategy and Authority), connecting to your heart space, and aligning with your Higher Self, you ARE DOING all the work you need to do!